sth i came across...

hi gals... really had fun with ya all yst... haha... listening to all my stories... oh gosh, i felt so thirsty after all those talkings... lol...

anyway, here's sth i came across fr a blog...

when something unpleasant or sad happens, there's a door i open.
i step through the doorway,
and shut the door behind me.
i then face another, yet unopened door.
these doors are what you would call emotional defences.
every doorway i pass through, every door i shut,
the more pain is forgotten, ignored, hidden.
i feel less vulnerable, more sure that only i'm in control of my life,
not some string pulled puppet.
but i'm scared.
there are too many doors i've gone through and shut.
too many times my two ever reliable friends, silence and loneliness,
sat by me,
coaxing me to open one more.
they seem thrilled at my helplessness and hopelessness.
silent scream.
the recluse is eating me up.
the darkness is drowning me.
when will she come to unlock my doors?

hee... nice one rite? seems to talk about the numerous situations that we went through. though so, we always have each other for each other. i'm so glad by this... thanks gals, u 2 are the most amazing pple i've ever known. *hugz*

dun worry ni... u still look good... as compared to me... with those dark eye rings and the sleepy eyes... Lol... ying getting prettier n prettier liao hor... both gals with the taste of love definitely look different. nah, dun worry gals, im fine with being single. in fact, i think i'm so used to it that i like the freedom... Lol... cya gals~