can u scold me till im awake??

sometimes i juz cant stand myself. i simply dunoe wat's wrong with me. im juz such an idiot. i dun wan to hurt anyone, but in the end, i think i hurt everyone. idiot. im juz such a stubborn idiotic person who juz seem to like hurting pple. wat a stupid idiot sadist. horrible. can someone juz knock some sense into me? i really dunoe wat i am doing. i give up.