2nd boyfriend- yingz

was talking to lewis last night... then as i was talking to him... realise that other than him, i got two more "boyfriends"... Yes!!! two more... without a doubt, it is the both of you... somehow... every single day... without fail... i will either call or sms both of you.. or vice versa.... i remember how xin once told me that every day she will talk to yanni... if she dont she will feel very weird.. just wanna say thanks to both of you... for allowing me into this special friendship and bond that u guys share.... i know that no matter what happens in this world, even when the time comes i cant count on lewis.. i still can count on the both of you.... =)

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Seems like im the major contributor to this blog. Well well, it may seem weird lar, to hav so many blogs...blah~ maybe in e end, this blog will be abandoned.

ni!!! where r u?? haven accept invitation ar? saded.. im getting bored. i juz cant find the focus back in studying. maybe watch too much tv. the pilot show on scv. australian open. still australian open. sometimes the 8pm show on scv by zhang zhi lin. cute guy.. LOL...

tmr got geo tut... still haven finish the readings. got 4-hr break tmr from 10am to 2pm. pls call me to entertain me. lol...

lazy.bored.dun want to think.crap.fan nao.sianz

BTW, this sat's POC. officers pls report at 2pm. *wonders what we will be doing.* anyway, i will be reaching earlier to tie the certs. helpers vy much appreciated~

very confused

woke up today not feeling very good. sigh. watched tennis in the afternoon n wanted to do my tutorials when sean smsed me. asked me to go pei him to buy prez for his fren. so ya, went to meet him but.. the feeling is weird. i dunoe. yingz, if only i can really cut up my body n look at my heart. there's been too much doubts. everywhere. till i got so confused that i really really dun know what i shd do. kelz said that i shd be with the one that im happiest with. hmm. i really dun know. this whole thing has been stagnant for so long already. even kelz said that it's not good. one is waiting for another one. but that one is waiting for that gal whom dun know who exactly she likes. blah.
kelz asked me if i would want someone to walk with me or someone to lead me. my answer is the former. He said I shd have known the answer. whether it's sean or hs. but i really dunoe the answer. maybe i dun know hs well enough. maybe i really shd give hs a chance. keep my options open...
fan ar...why is it that suddenly i got 2 pple liking me? blah. xin is such a useless gal. she always noe what she's doing when it comes to work. but when it comes to relationship, she is so fickle-minded, so unclear, so you ruo gua duan. pissed. so irritated.
i know i need to make a decision fast. if not, there will be more hurt to come. i really dun wish to c that. kelz said no matter that, wo shi xing fu de. to have someone to like me. i juz replied 'ye xu ba'. maybe i shd juz be single.

i'm in-yingz

yes im in!! haha... dont say i nv accept the invitation ok.. stupid girl... hmmm... just feel that xinz shld think who is the best for her....... go thru and dissect and evaluate every single one... as if doing lab experiment like that.. im sure u are an expert on that... wahahaha...... yingz very sick...... shld be resting.......... but what is she doing? bloggin......... bleah...... naughty girl...... if yanni was to comment, she prob will say going to call policeman to catch me... ah boooo boooo booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~~~~

Bleahz...

saded... stupid yingz n yanni haven accept my invitation... blah!~

so i shall talk to myself... blah blah blah...
talking kelvin on the phone now. apparently, hs told him wat happened betw me n him. sigh... after the super long talk with him, i got more confused. sean.hs.him. oh manz, wth. well well, at least kelz gave him some advices from a guy's point of view. hmm, that helps actually. blah. im so confused now. wat shd i do?? where's my answer? i simply dunoe wat my heart wants. i got 4 choices.
1. sean
2. hs
3. continue to wait for him
4. not choosing anyone
wat will be my answer??? hmm...i guess tonite will be another sleepless nite.

BlahHHhhh...

yoz yoz...sheep here to start this blog~

yea yea, this blog named 'XQXA' of cos has its meaning...of us, the XQXA to blog... this space is juz meant for us, yingz, ni n xinz. So so...free feel to blog here, chat here n scribble everything, anything here... this will serve as something that we can remember n recall back when we are old...LOL...

tata...a simple blog to start it off... will be looking for nicer blogskin for us!!~

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